| ME: WOW.  Are u serious about "killing" me at the game you first started out with? AHAHA NO. You just never give up tho do you? Out here on my xanga tryin'a look all extra right and sh*t but I ain't trippen! The truth hurts, and the truth is you suck. You suck for losing to me in TTB, letting me catch up to you in WR, and for not coming over yesterday you mother fucker. And nah, I ain't even a mother fucker. I just check out good lookin' moms, what's wrong with that  ?
BEST FRIEND J: hahahaha nahh lujaye is totally lying. `tis was i that smashed on him. especially in the word racer game. man, you are no match lujaye! no match at all! check it, i got 750 points while he on the other hand had 330 something. or was that his other score the other time we played? well whatever it doesn't matter. all that matters is that i killed him while playing the game i liked. oh, and smahed on him too playing that other game as soon as i got the concept! yeah yeah yeah admit me motherfcker. lol. man you know what.. mother FCKER. im not going to call you a MOTHER_FCKER anymore because.. oh man, let me not say it on your xanga. *dies laughing* but i think you know what i'm talking about. k, MOTHER fck.... oh wait, you're not a motherfcker. haha. damn, that word huh lujaye? it's a cool word. don't you think? haha. well man, thanks man for everything today. well actually all the time! thanks for all the advice and helping me out with issues and yeah i do assume a lot don't i? only when it comes to him and things that relate to him. get it? RELATE. lol. ok, enough with the sublime messages and little discreet words. THANK YOU and i hope you have fun lifting weights tomorrow and i know i didn't go to your house today! but screw you punk, i did do something today motherfcer. lol ok, now it's just habit calling you a motherfcker. who would of thought you'd take it so seriously though. ha. gay. anyway, through out the whole day i was either talking to lujaye [phone, aim, yahoo, the works] or i was with tatiana. i woke up and was talking to lujaye then tatiana calls me and then she comes over. then me and tatiana went to upperhouse to get some boba then it was back home and just bonding time with my girl. then back to talking to my best friend. then maurus comes over and what'd you know? i was still talking to my best friend L. not really, we were on the phone cursing each other out while playing games online. haha. k, well i'm sleepy. i can't be sleeping all late anymore. my bags and so.. ahh. lol. k, night night lujaye. thanks again bestest! whoa i wrote a lot.
Wednesday, June 23:Today was just another day. Chilled at home, fucking best friend didn't even come over and she ended up not doing shit anyway! Wow, what a rip. I walked to Jack in the Box to get something to eat and just ended up eating there .... ALONE. jk but yea. Then went back home knocked out and had a gay ass convo with my best friend about some "issues". Pssh whoever knew she assumed that much. Wow, oh yea and she's so fucking complex too. What a fucking crazy ass mind she got as well. But I should know that by now. Then we talked on the fone for like 2 hours or sumthin about all this shit and then she wanted to challenge me to play yahoo games, and as usual I smashed her. It was an easy defeat every time. You're not even a challenge fagget. Alright I got weights tomorrow and then I'ma bus it to E.R. and chill at Bert/Matt's and play ball do whateva I needa do. Aight thas it, I'ma go get some ice cream and wait for what best friend is gonna tell me. Sheesh what a big pussy she is. Ha ha ha. Late. |
LMAO. She's just afraid to admit it. I got on the 5 Beeline and there was this girl tryina holla at me like, "Yo boy with the brown hat". I was like 
Wuttup tho. Nah I'm playin, I just ignored tha hoodrat. I ain't got much respect for girls tryina holla, but if they dimes then they gets my lovin' ya feel? Ahah. NEwayz, then I got on the 181 and I was kinda nervous cuz I didn't know where the stop I had to get off was at so I told the bus driver to drop me off at San Gabriel / Colorado. Got off, crossed the street and I thought I missed the 487 going to my school so I called up Dale and asked if he could pick me up but he couldn't so I called up my dad to see where he was and then I told him that I think I missed the bus but as I was talking to him the bus was approaching so I got on and got to school. I forgot there was Summer Camp and when I got there coaches were there and I saw Troy and we f*cked around until Coach told me we was gon jet to the game. Cates rolled with us too and then at the game I played horrible and my team did as well. We got out ran, out hussled, and not to say outscored. I was hella disappointed with myself after the game 
. My dad talked to me in the car on the ride home and put some sense back into my head not to trip out about it and that theres another game tomorrow and I just have to focus more and play my game, and improve it. So I got home, ate, showered and went to Ralphs with my moms and my bro and stacked up on snacks. I was not about to go, but I remembered my best friend said she'd come over this week so I thought I'd stack up on more snacks for when she shows up. So that was my day, I'm still pretty bummed bout the game, but I can't wait to play tomorrow. Peace.
